So soon?

Okay so I know my title is stupid but I seriously posted m first post about 3 minutes ago. An I still have no motivation to write my paper or find sources or do a works cited page. Honestly I don't really even want to sleep either. Sure, I'm tired, but I think sleep is such a boring thing that should be reserved for boring times. I don't understand why more people don't stay up late. The letters on my keyboard are sticking and it is really pissing me off because every two words I type, I look back and realize there are letters missing and what I put so much time and effort into typing is not even close to being comprehensible. But it's fine. I really wish I drank more. I just have such a good time. But I also wish I was skinny becuase honestly, I hate being the fat one in my group of friends. Sure my friends don't really see me as fat anymore but people I just meet are only seeing me as the fat girl with skinny friends. Sure, I'm not morbidly obese, but when I stand next to a 5'2 95 pound friend, it sure looks that way. It's not like I don't try to lose weight. I really think I am starting to. But probably not. I really wish I could write like Chuck Klosterman.