I'm trying really hard not to be upset, but I don't know how much longer I can do it. Seriously, it's my birthday and the only 2 people I've talked to are my dad and my grandma? That is fucking sad. No one else even took the time to call and say happy birthday. Yeah, I really feel loved. Then again, I never really did. I honestly think the only person who really cares about my is my mom, and she isn't even here.