Finals

Okay so finals are coming up and i am kinda freaking out. I have to finish my english portfolio which consists of 4 final papers, all the drafts, inclass writings and discussion questions. AND I have to write a paper for politics of identity. AND I have to study for my law final. Oh yeah and I hav less than a wek to do it all =( I wanted to go out this weekend since have been beinga bum but i honsetly dont think that it is a good idea. if anything it will make me wanna write my papers lesss and therefore stress out even more the night before they are due. but after this week i have a whole month off for christmas and i cant wait to do absolutely nothing for four whole weeks. im sure i will get bored at home since there is nothing to do in scranton but at leaast i wont be writing papers all the time. ughh and i still need to clean my room and pack. i seriously have NO time to sdo anything. but of course i have time to sit online way too long on facebook/petville/farmville/fishville/youtube/twitter/blogging. its FINE. this semester is so close to being over and christmas is right around the corner and i swear i am not going to take this break for granted. our room is so messy i wanna puke. there are clothes EVERYWHERE and garbage and hair andeverything and i feel so overwhelmed when i am in the room that i cant get any work done and its so cold and windy outside i dont wanna leave so i end up sittting here do absolutely nothing productive. my sleep schedule is so weird lately. for a while i was staying up all night and then just crashing but the past few days i have been getting up before 8. i guess thats good since i have an 8am class next semester but i feel like i can only do work at night but since im getting up so early i cant stay up late so im not getting work done. its only 10pm now so i think im gonna go to bed early and try to go to the tech center tomorrow morning cuz i seriously have so much owrk to do i really cant put it off any longer or else i might not make it through the next week. if i have to take english 802 again i will be pissed. but i think if i really try i can pull it off. i cant stop listening to bad romance by lady gaga. idk why but the song is so good and the video is AMAZING. like, i cant stop watching it. i love the dance moves or something idk haha. ive also been obsessed with scenes from an italian restaurant and now i wanna learn to play it but of course i have no time here so that is one of my goals over break. along with watching all nine seasons of degrassi and reading the lost symbol and some jodi picoult books. im really going to try to work friday and saturday so that way i can kind of take a break sunday. we are going to get a funny movie and order coookies and brownies and be gross but only if we do alot of work the next two days. i swear this first semester went by SO fast. like, 1/8 of my undergrad career is OVER. i only have 7 more semesters left here =( so next semester i am going to try to live it up. i want to go out alot more because i can probably count the times i went out this semester on two hands. that is sad. but once it is nice it should be better. PLUS i dont have class on fridays so i can also go out thursday nights! weather or not i actuallly will depends on thesituation but i hope i do. my eyes and teeth hurt so i mut be tired. heres to a full next two days of work. 7 days left till break and 15 days till xmas!!!